21 November 2008, 10:09 am
I met this wonderful girl in year 8 when I moved to a new school. She was a pretty blond haired girl, with bright blues and freckles.She was very quiet and cute looking. I fell for her quickly. But, at the age of 13 talking to girls in the fancying manner was new to me and quickly ended up annoying her so much that she didn't want me around her. All I wanted to was say, I like you so much, I want to treat you right and make you feel so special, but I couldn't! cos of my confidence. I just should've been open. Come year 9 and 10 she disliked me so much that she ignored me and didn't want my company. She's not a bad girl at all, i was just annoying her for attention. In my heart i knew it was making things worse but I felt like there as no way to improve things. I felt trapped! After another 6 weeks summer holidays and the horrible feeling of always having to see her at school, but never be able to tell her how much I love her it was making me depressed. But, my life changed in year 11 after work experience i got a taste of the adult world and matured, even she did, and learnt to accept my apologises. I almost cried I was so happy. God bless her heart, she is so kind and forgiving, the type of girl any male would want! We started all over again with talking and getting to know each other, I walked her home, met her family, laughed and joked with her, shared secrets and even hugging and touching playfully. It was like someonehad decided to change my life suddenly. After a long time of this, one day while walking her home i popped the question are we good friends, expecting her say no, she replied I guess we are and smiled. I popped the question of her phone number and she said maybe. My heart leaped with joy she was opening up to me. Today, I was walking her home when I asked wat she thought of me say said, I think your kind and mature for your age. I said to her I think you are a beautiful girl, she looked at me and blushed but I continued: you are the type of girl I like, before I liked u only cos of looks, but i was wrong your a wonderful person, a very elegent lady. I reckon boys wil want you in the future because, you are so kind. I said if I were your bf would treat your right and make sure you were always happy. I felt so good saying everything finally! She gave me a warm smile and said, I like the fact that ou were brave enough to tell me this. And we hugged, not like wat we usually do but a long warm hug, I felt deep feelings for her. I said I hope we meet again in the future, maybe in villa in spain I joked. I ended it by sayin Hola Amigos. She laughed in a playful way and said its not Hola! it Adeos (sp) Amigos! But, smiled as we parted from each other and waved goodbye. Do I have a chance of getting her?? or should I remain friends as we are stronger this way?... Read More »
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